This is how my body has changed in 8 months
On the left in 2011, I wore a size xxl shirt and size 16 pants. Fast forward to 2013 and I currently wear a size medium shirt with size 10 pants. I am so much happier and getting healthy certainly played a huge part in that. I am nowhere near where I want to be yet, but I am damn proud of how far I have come sofar! Currently 188 & 5’5.
I know it’s not much and I still have a long way to go - BUT this is two months of an hour of cardio 4-5x’s a week and clean(er) eating. I’m 5’4”.
I now and forever more declare this blog a weight free zone. There will be no more weigh ins. No more scales.
Photos are all you need.
Who CARES if the scales have hardly moved in four months? What does that even MEAN? Nothing!
LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE. YELLING AT MYSELF WITH CAPITALS. I NEED TO ACTUALLY SEE HOW FAR I’VE COME. JUST LOOK AT IT.
I’m going to focus a shit tonne more on celebrating what I have already done. I’m going to make myself SEE it. More importantly I will BELIEVE it. I struggle with that at the moment. I can’t see the changes in myself. I will work on this. It’s not vain to celebrate your success. If you don’t, who will? The number on the scale does not help me see changes in myself at all. A number on the scale is not my destination. A number on the scale tells me only my relationship with gravity, nothing more, nothing less.
My destination is happy, hot, healthy, badass mothereffing powerlifter.
Before and After face edition
Start Weight: 224
Current Weight : 172
52 pounds lost by counting calories, clean eating, walking and my new found love for Zumba. I still wanna loose more but this is my progress thus far. Sometimes I cant believe how far I’ve come!
246 vs 196 vs 177! And in only 5 months….. :)
i’m can’t do this.
i just can’t this is one of the hardest things i’ve ever done in my life.
i’m so tired, and i feel like i can’t do it anymore.
sometimes it’s just so much easier to make something fast in the microwave like a burrito or pizza.
and i’d rather sleep than workout- i don’t know i’m loosing motivation i’m so tired.
i don’t know what to do.
what do i do?
Every single human being, no matter what their size, colour or race is a beautiful creation. We shouldn’t embrace these false idealisms, and instead be happy with what and who we are. - David Heffer
This is the photographer I’ll be working with for my shibari shoot!
I hate how this photo is misinterpreted by thinspo/fitspo blogs as “there’s a skinny person inside me.”
45 Lb difference. I am so excited to continue this healthy lifestyle! Please feel free to chat if you ever need anything :)